I haven't blogged in a while... I was feeling sad today, heart sick really. (I think I am in love with Hyde, AGAIN) In some ways the way my heart aches is a beautiful feeling, but also I just wish it would go away.... I was listening to X-Japan's Dahlia and the sad music and these feelings made me cry for the first time in a while... Sometimes I feel really lonely, sometimes I feel really happy on my own. Blogging cheers me up!!
There is a certain someone, Shuwa-chan, who I have a semi-crush on. I only talked to hime once last week, but he was in my japanese class last year, and he always caught my eye, i stared at him every class because of his brillint green eyes, from the distance I was at I couldn't tell if they were green or hazel. when I finally saw them up close they are a bright gold around the pupil and a golden-green around the edges. really pretty!! i want to draw them!!! But I don't know if I will run into him again. ..... He was really nice, we talked for 15 mins, he likes Gackt, AKG, and Rurouni Kenshin!! He wants to study abroud in Japan, and his major is Japanese, he has a girlfriend..... (*^*) I must have looked to happy or soething since he thought he needed to metion that....(;_;) he's cute but he's short and 2nd year (probably 19)...But I dont care! I guess I have a semi- stupid-crush on him since he's the cutest, nicest guy I've met so far.... Damn this lonely heart! i want to meet him again! I want to have a Hyde (me) vs Gackt (him) Karaoke show down!! (also his voice is lovely, a big reason to like him, and his Japanese is hontoni kirei!!! Uta o utaukoto ga jousu da to omou) AHHH!!!! SHIKUSHAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!
Well anyway, how are you non existant readers?
Oh, and Dorm life rocks! Roomie and suite mates are real nice and we are all friends!!! (pretty much) But the food is expensive and not so good... oh welll....
AH!!! i want make bentos and go for a walk at the beach with Shuwa-chan!!! Or woulda movie be better? Hmmmmm.... We could watch anime together!!! and study? OH! Go to NSU and JSA meetings together!! At the language tables we could sit together and......... (; . ;) I'm pathetic!!!
I even have imaginary conversations with him in my head... guaranteed to make me nervous when we meet again... Ifthat ever happens.... He told me he lives on campus but Idon't know where!!! Wasurechata! Shikusha.....
Atashi wa baka ja ne ka.....
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