Comic Idea: Social Experiment: Rin

Hey I had an Idea for a comic the other day!

It is about a girl named Rin (this name has personal significance for me since in high school I almost changed my name to this even though it is a boy's name- it was the name of the cute chinese boy in Shamen Kings (his full name was Rin Tao)) and her high school life. Why high school, because even though I hated it and would never do it over, there are so many things I missed out on going to school in the south, in a way Rin can reclame these things for me.

Her freshmen year of high school comes and goes with her spending all her time studying and not making a single friend. In fact she was hardly noticed at all. She's painfully shy at school and doesn't know how to change. She gets a part time job and finds it easy to talk to people under the pretext of a business transaction. Then she sees a guy who looked like a cute girl come into her office where she worked. She realized that the difference between men and women isn't as significant as she thought, at least pertyaining to him. An idea comes to her, why not try a social experiment her sophmore year? why not try being a boy? And then she starts her "training" to prepare for the upcoming school year.

Though her year as a boy she is able to branch out and do things she once thought impossible. she finds herself, and the real Rin is less of a timid kitten and more of wild panther! She talks back, stucks up for herself and others, gets into fights, loses and wins, breaks some hearts and destroys some egos!!!

The setting is a So-Cal high school near a beach.

Rin is 5'4'', tan with freckles, green eyes, curly brown hair, she's B cup, which she hides with a tight sports bra. (this would work, i put on a sports bra and it made me look sooooo flat , and I'm a C cup.) luckily for this experiment her hips havent filled out yet, so she can fit boys pants. (this was true for me in H.S. too, I had a pair of Boys shorts (like childrens size) that I would wear to school).


This would probably have to be in a "lite" novel format, with pictures to go with it. I don't think Ihave the skills right now to draw it, but I can get started this way!!!!!!

YAY!!!!!! I finally had a n idea, if not totally original, at least perosnally significant. (^_^)

More Kataang

I am a little ashamed of myself. I drew a 16 page Kataang Fan Comic! Ah! I should have been doing so many other things....I will post it here and in Bad Amby.

This was my inspiration: since I wrote a fic that was romantic and sweet (kinda the ideal way to do it), this one would be cute, funny, and naughty. It plays out more like how I personally lost my v- you know. I think Aang may seem a little more aggressive then he seemed in the show, but boys do get more forward after you have already accepted them! And this is a fanfic, it's not canon, because it happens around episode 11 in season 3 (I like fire nation Katara and Aang with hair and school boy outfit (^_^). Yeah and it is totally Wrong. So don't comment "This is so wrong" or "they are too young" Prudes are not welcome here! J/K !! (;p) (Actually I myself am a prude, I just love Kataang so much that my prudishness was overrided)

I was thinking that I would put up the link for it on my fanfic since people actually read my fanfic! That way some people can see it and be made happy (hopefully).

See this is how I will organize my 3 blogs, One that is nice -Amby's ecentricities, one that is naughty- Bad Amby, and one that has it all, this one! (^_^)

My Beloved Mellow is gone

Mellow ran away today. He tore the screen off the window and jumped out. I'm sad and I miss him. I'll try to find him, I'll keep checking the shelters. But even if i don't find him I know he will be fine. he is a strong healthy cat and he likes to be active, he was probably bored being in my little apartment. i only had him for six months but he gave me a lot of happiness. I love him and pray for him.

I really regret leaving the window open, but it gets so stuffy in my apartment since there is no air conditioner.

I hope he comes home...

He came back! He was meowing at the window and i went out to get him! i'm so happy!!!! My baby is back home where he belongs!!!

I Had A Dream

Years ago in High School I had a dream where I confronted my former best friend about her boyfriend because I found out that she was doing his homework and giving him head. I couldn't understand why she would stay with him, he was clearly benefiting while she was suffering and sad. But she wouldn't answer me, she just looked down. I wrote it down in one of my journals and I came across it over a year ago and though, "Wow, it sounds like I am talking about myself now." At the time a large part of what I did with my boyfriend was help him/ do for him his school work and satisfy him physically. It was a dull routine, but I was attached to him and we had so many good memories from the past. i wasn't ready to let him go. I thought about this now having broke up with him 1 week ago, it is as if my old self, the one he condemned and called weird is talking to the (then) present me. The unyeilding, uncomprimizing girl I was before would not have put up with that. I acted like a codependent. I'm free now, and I love my freedom. It's funny how things are the opposite for him, he says "life is so hard without you". Even though before he was always saying how I didn't do enough for him, how he spent time on me that he should of used elsewhere, and he how he drove me around and i didnt have a drivers liscence or a car. if he was really doing me such big favors why is he the one in deepare and i am releavied huh? Because he's full of shit. And the sad thing is, he doen't even know it. I wish I didn't waste three and a half years with him. But I AM STRONGER NOW THAT'S FOR SURE! When mr. right comes along I'll be better apt to spot him!!

note : one thing that really pisses me off about him is that he guilt tripped me about driving me to see my mom in the hospital. He made me feel terrible for asking. a really great boyfriend would have pretended to care a little that my mom was in the hospital and the doctor's didn't know what to do with her. It was a scary time but as always he was concerned with the DRIVING like his cheap little car's milage was more important than me and my mother! SO many times I just walked the 3 miles to the hospital. Why couldn't I see that he wasn't right for me? Why did I think I deserved that treatment? I can't even answer these questions myself. I never want to be like that again.

Only Older Folks Please in Color!

Warning! KIDS DON'T LOOK! Unless your a naughty Kataang Shipper! This Image goes with my Fanfiction, "The Aftermath of Sozin's Commit."
I colored my Kataang pic with prismacolor markers, turned out pretty well! I know it's not perfect and I wish I could do better but I'm poor and my markers are really old, like six years old! It's amazing they still work at all!

Note: This is not meant to be pornographic. I think that the naked human form is art, and that love making is a beautiful dance. This is a representation of one of the many ways lovers bond. Even though this is tasteful, it's still not appropriate for kids of course!

The Legend of Karra

there's is going to be a new show next year, it features the new avatar, the one after Aang. AANG DIED!!!! AAAAHHHHH! Some how I feel sick, it's like he's dead... I never expected any further episodes, and now that they are continuing with a whole new cast I am kinda sad. I LOVE the ATLA gang, and I don't usually feel that way about cartoon characters (let alone anyone). The new cast can't compare...(I'm predicting this) I wonder if they will mention Aang's death? How he died? He was most likely 72 when it happened but still that's young! I want him to live forever in my heart...hopeless fan girl that I am... Well actually I want him to be eternally young and have lots of *** with Katara. I will be super mad if they have Aang marrying anyone but Katara...

Wooh! I feel better now! Thanks to the open ending of ATLA, I can imagine all kinds of adventures and happiness...Maybe the new show will have flash backs! Then I could use it for inspiration for new ATLA Fanfics... I hope the new show is good but since I don't have cable it doesn't really matter...

My imagination is my castle, my dreams are treasure, and they can whether the battery of reality any day! When ever I want I can go on vacation in my mind, walk in the life of another, create a new fate, see a new face, let go of my inhibitions and be free! That is why I write fanfics, because my journeys become more vivid if I write them down. (^_^)

This blog is my new journal! I've been hand writing I journals off and on for years now, but finally the appeal of a blog has gotten to me. See the secret is I never write my real name any where. I use pseudonyms, so I'm safe. I did put up my picture, but only to show that even though I'm geeky on the inside, I don't look it on the outside. Funny how I care about the way nonexistent people view me. But that's how we've been socialized, to CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK more that what we ourselves think. That's why being a geek is so great, I don't need to fit in, be normal, or sell my soul and become a tool. I'm free! Geeks, your with me right? Isn't the freedom we experience great?? Even if it is a bit isolating (unless you befriend a fellow geek that is!).

just so you know

I added my real self photo to my profile, since I relly doubt anyone will ever look at this blog, it's really just for me. A place to keep my stuff. (^_^)